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Sophia had her first Ego Death the summer she turned 15 - after being abandoned by her mother and dropping out of high school, midway through her freshman year. 

However, it was a year later that her Spiritual Awakening started in earnest. After being homeless, she had treaded water for six months, crashing on the floor at parties, crashing at friend's houses when they were amenable, which wasn't often enough. By the time she could legally work, at 16, she was paying $200/month to sleep on a couch in a party house in her hometown, Ashland, Oregon. She was addicted to cigarettes, had an excessive drinking habit and a rapidly increasing drug abuse problem. 

More than dabbling in psychedelics and other recreational drugs, her favorite of the moment were the uppers - the harder stuff: cocaine, speed & meth. 

One day, a particularly impactful and profound dream she had woke her up to the toxic lifestyle she was living and she quit right there and then, cold turkey. The drugs, the alcohol, the cigarettes and most importantly, all the friends that came along with them...

She moved out of the party house she was living in, moved in with some school-age peers and (after seeing it in a vision) chopped all her hair off, starting fresh. She started painting with acrylics, started doing yoga, meditating, hiking, playing music and created a whole new community of Soul Family that supported her growth and healing journey. 

Guided to move away from her hometown a few years later, the friend group disbanded and was never quite the same after.

During her 21st year, she returned to a toxic friendship and, ultimately, back into some of the same bad habits, including drinking and smoking. 

The path of ascension, Spiritual Awakening & Ego Death is a multi-layered one...

It was in Seattle, Washington in 2015 - roughly 10 years later - that her next big breakthrough and Ego Death took place.  At the time she was living in a beautiful home near Lake Union, was running a thriving House Cleaning company with 6 employees, and had been working toward getting the business to a secure place where she could travel for months at a time and it would run itself, so to speak. 

Within a matter of just a few weeks, she had received unexpected notice to vacate her beloved 4-year rental, had the IRS at her door (after she made the grave error of hiring a friend to manage the business and handle some of the tax responsibilities and legal affairs) and found herself with mounting anxiety in a toxic and abusive relationship that she knew she needed to free herself from.

She ended up moving in with her partner - at his insistence - due to rising rents in the area, while she figured out the long term plan. Her first night in his home, he came home drunk on a rampage, and tore apart the house. After a fitful night of barely sleeping, she woke up to him passed out on the kitchen floor, with drool on his face.  

She knew she couldn't go on like this and made arrangements to be out by that evening. Now she was homeless on top of everything else. It felt as though her friends were all mysteriously nowhere to be found when she truly needed them, so she sublet a room from a friend of a friend for a few weeks, during which time she decided to make some big personal changes: 

Firstly, she quit smoking. She finally broke free of her toxic and abusive relationship, walked away from her thriving House Cleaning business, a life full of superficial friendships and excessive partying to kill the pain... and into a brand new beginning. She didn't know what she was creating, but she knew it wasn't more of the same.

It was around this time that she started to experience panic attacks and crippling anxiety for the first time in her life. Part of this, she was later to discover, was due to the fact that she was beginning to further unravel her "seeing" abilities. Though she has been Spiritually gifted since she was a small child, her access to other dimensions and the angelic realms really started to open around this time. (Having no idea of the cause of these "hallucinations", however, she later became concerned that she might be having a rare kind of seizure or a brain tumor and sought medical attention. All the tests came back negative, confirming that this was due to her psychic abilities, not from any medical issues).

With all these scary changes and her mental health unraveling, she had to get away from it all. With whatever money was left from her, more or less, deserted business, she bought a one-way ticket to Thailand, backpacked on a budget through SE Asia and Europe for 4.5 months before spending another 1.5 months traveling across the United States in search of a home to start her new life. She settled in Boise, Idaho for a few years while she started to heal and put the pieces back together. During this time she cut way back on drinking, started doing yoga, hiking and becoming more protective of the men she invited into her life. This turned into a several-year streak of celibacy that aided her in becoming more self-loving, disciplined and self-honoring. 

Since that time there have been many twists and turns. It was during the early part of the Pandemic - while living in Portland, Oregon - that she had her most prominent Spiritual Awakening. During this time she was guided to sign up for a 6-week intensive online workshop about Healing Trauma. It was designed for practitioners in the Mental Health field to use on their clients, but Sophia signed up in an attempt to address her own mounting trauma, after years of therapy and what felt like nothing but dead ends. Coupled with a particularly dark and depressing Portland winter, as well as the overwhelming isolation of the Pandemic, she plummeted into a deep depression and even into serious contemplations of suicide. 

It was through facing this darkness, diving into inner child healing and self-love practices, along with meditation, rigorous discipline and the necessary tools gleaned through her intensive trauma workshop, Sophia was able to pull herself out of her darkness and back into the light. The experience has carved a deep and compassionate space within her, for others who suffer from anxiety, poor mental health and suicidal thoughts. It is simply not something one can fathom until you have experienced it for yourself. 

Rebuilding yourself after hitting bottom twice, is no easy feat.  The third time was no easier, and with the added complications of the Pandemic, Sophia struggled to get her property management business (which had all but flopped during the early months of Covid) - and her life - off the ground, following her breakdown. 

In summer of 2021 she made the decision to quit drinking altogether, which positively impacted her physical and mental health. 

Shortly following that, she was guided to cut back on clients & switch business tactics altogether: Focus more on what she loved - The Youtube Channel she started in Feb of 2021 where she shared her path of healing trauma and self-love. Though it was a risk, she trusted her instincts.

 Ironically, this new business model worked and she was making more money than she'd ever made, and doing less than half the work. She was able to invest in healing and in her Spiritual Awakening in an even deeper way than ever before. 

She worked with a Clinical Hypnotherapist in early 2022, by the name of Joey LaBossiere, who aided her in accessing her Guides in a new way. Through their subconscious work, he helped her recall past life memories and access deeper parts of herself. During this time she was guided to walk away from nearly every family member and friend from her old life - those that didn't support or contribute to her growth in some significant way. It was one of the hardest decisions she's ever had to make and remains extremely painful to this day, several years later.

In February of 2023, Sophia was guided by God to walk away from her hard earned 6-figure income as an Airbnb Manager & Consultant and into the unknown once again. Six months later she would be guided to leave her home, and Portland, altogether,  to go on her "Fool's Journey", which is a fresh start. Essentially leaping into the unknown without a net to catch you. 

Since those sacrifices were made 2.5 years ago, there have been many moments of poverty, humility, isolation, gripping fear and feelings of hopelessness.

It has taken a fight to get here, but all along the way, she discovered her many Spiritual gifts in a much deeper way, continued unraveling the remnants of her old life and started Channeling messages from the Divine, as well as reading tarot and Channeling Light Language. She was guided to move to Los Angeles on a whim in April of 2025 and is currently creating free online content and awaiting her next big assignment from Spirit.

Sophia is Clairaudient, Clairvoyant, Claircognizant, a Clairsentient Empath, Medium, Intuitive Healer & Shaman. Her life is dedicated to the Spiritual Path, authenticity and the path of ascension. She is here to guide people through the darkness that surrounds us at this pivotal point in human history. 

We are being guided back to God, back to ourselves and back to a sense of balance, purpose, peace and passion that has been missing for so long. Through sharing her path & her story, she sheds light on the importance of healing trauma, maintaining solid mental health, as well as expressing ourselves through some creative outlet to transmute that darkness into something positive and impactful in this world.  

This work is why she incarnated on Earth at this powerful and potent time. She is here to lead other leaders into their own healing and spiritual gifts, as well as foster a growing sense of peace, expansion, creativity, healing and transformation, while we ascend into a higher vision for humanity.

I am a full-time servant of God. 

My work started, in earnest, when I launched my Youtube Channel back in Feb of 2021. It started as a way of sharing my journey through the process of healing trauma and discovering self-love for the first time, but has since turned into a collection of ascension related content, Channeled messages, tarot readings, as well as music, dance, content about personal empowerment, mental health, Spiritual guidance, New Earth, guided meditations and more! (A year later I was guided to start sharing my journey on Tiktok: @sacredmuseproject).

Through this work, I have been able to reach thousands of people worldwide to offer support, tools, unconditional love and guidance through the difficult times in their lives. I am now branching out into teaching and leading in-person, but also expanding my reach online. This is an exciting time to be alive! 

If you are interested in collaborating, please feel free to reach out with details about your vision at sacredmuse@gmail.com

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Music: Sophia is a guitarist, drummer, singer, Handpan player and percussionist with original music out on Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/sophia-marie-72514096 

-- You may also scroll to the bottom of the page to view a video of her playing Handpan - an instrument invented in 2000/2001 that is particularly known for sound healing and improved mental health. 

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